the past few days were a bore. especially yesterday (waited for 3 hours for paintball, rain. cancel. stone. day wasted. go ny.
the concert today ended dam early. so after the gifting, i
then went over to pri sch which is another total waste of time. lol. sorry couldnt watch the ratty show =x became sorta anti-social for some reason. firstly before the some reason appeared i was like playing *** all the time. then got bored cause i couldnt concentrate. den after that appeared very "sad" in some ppl's words or "quiet" in mrs lees words. imagine. i pratically just dun in one isolated corner by myself looking very forlorn. lol. thats pretty much what happenened. at least got to see mm and mrs lee.
i somehow totally hate thses kind of class gatherings. they always have damn carthaic effect on me. last yr and this yr was true epitomization of so far yet so near, though different in their own ways. last year i met my best friend of 6 years after like 3 years of seperation (so dramatic!) anyway. he changed like dam lot, talk differently look different, and i guess its the effect of shu yuan. someone who was so close to you suddenly seems like a stranger now.
this year sama sama. though not best friend. but something worst.
when your smile isnt mine anymore.
thank god we're still friends.
i was totally spamming songs to keep these bad thoughts out of my head ><


wakakak familiar pics from someone. anyways this song quite nice. firsth eard it by kit then by kelly. then heard it during the musical as well.
anyways linking back to the sch trip

literally at opposite poles.
wakakaka blury pics so gossipy ppl cant really see quite well. anyway the purpose of the pic is to highlight what phototaking strats i have been employing at grp photos lol. see if u can spot. nthn to do with poles
haiya. getting quite sad nowaways. lesser and lesser ppl turn up. =(
some1 suggested a class chalet. maybe we should have one at the end-of year.
speaking of eoy , exams are coming. it seems jsut like yesterday when i was aying to myself "aiya, so fast june holidays over liao" now is "wtf september holidays start liao". have to mug soon. esp when time is so precious with gf rehersals and all.
anyway besides buffing myself up at the gym / swimming / excercize (im dam small la >< ) and working my ass off to atone for my sins during the hols, im still cracking my brains on what to do. but those should be enough.
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