blogging after cs, shawn won no suprise though. im thouroughly disgusted by his act-cute tactics by trying to cry and make ppl vote for him. (ok maybe he just has active tear glands. like me. ) anyway keely rox! yes i know i never really blogged about csc cause i didnt really follow it this year, not like last year anyway. and imo, benjamin deserves to win more. shawn was gd. until his voice broke. my mother thinks even the ri guy deserves to win more than shawn. well ya. anyone does.

i practically spent the whole day doing pw today from 11 - like 6 or 7. =/ tml must do work liao. hope our work pays off though. xD

and no the effects have not wore off even though i bog myself down with work. even my dreams are haunting me now.

day/dream 1 : me with random ppl, defined as xxx, yyy sees and daos me and talks to xxx. feels zibei, wakes up. (soso nightmare. quite terrifying)

day/dream 2: me alone sees yyy with zzz(whom i have no idea how they even met this means im like going crazy liao) never dao me but that makes it even worse. [crazy nightmare, i couldnt fall back to sleep even after flipping in my bed for quite a while]

zzz.

anyway heres the original version of the day you went away. supposedly sang by some trilingual band M2M.



please say its damn nice please...


Verse 1
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming ’bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Pre-chorus 1
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Chorus
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there’s only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Verse 2
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

Pre-chorus 2
And we were letting go of something special
Something we’ll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Chorus
The day you went away
The day you went away

Pre-chorus 1
Chorus

Bridge
Why do we never know what we’ve got ’til it’s gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I’ve been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

disregarding the fact that britney is a fat pantyless bald prude now. this song is nice.



And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby