wednesdays suck. for term 1 and 2. term 3 supposedly no np but due to some kps here and there then got.

which brings me to my main topic.

i recently concluded sec 1s are totally retarded and have zer0 common sense. theres like a few columns of particulars to check and sign. then theres another comment column where they supposed to write like "birthday changed" and such. then theres a few camps of retards. who simply write there birthday changed without saying what changed.
i mean like wtf? damn common sense right? even i sec 1 that time also know. then theres a bunch of other super zero cmmon sense things they did which i forgotten.

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then about yesterday, i reazlied forgot to add that transformers is a commentary of sorts. when theres a threat from a hacker, they say only north korea, china and india can the capability to be a threat. then when theres a war in pakistan (?) i think, this american guy comes along and calls the operator (in pakistan?) or India and ask to transfer line. Then this telephone operator speaks in this (* censored for fear of kps) accent and keeps demanding that the caller must have a CASHCARD if not cannot transfer line. lke rofl... then when he dug out a card from the pocket of a comerade whose like shooting this gigantic scorpion transformer the operator says "do you want this golden classic premium plan with this this this.." dam funny la lol. damn niao. then at the end when running credits , they interview this family then they ask "if theres a alien attack on earth what do you think the us government would do?" then they reply "if theres an attack being the free, democratic ocuntry we are the government will SURELY tell us to duck and hide under our tables". to which the govt actually hid the secret for like 70 years. rofl. the irony...

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yesterday night.
"i dun feel zai when I'm with you"
those spiteful words was like my spikeful fruit card.
that spiked and ruptured everysingle atery and vein of my heart.
its ruptured now.

its all my fault to blame really.
its all the stupid things i have done. which cannot be erased nor forgotten
so i'll never be forgiven

theres not even a single tinge of hope now. its all poof when someone else was there. yes you won.

and the stupid thing is everything on the hroscope is so friking true. and yesterday alot of ppl kp yes 9.33 about breaking. it got me more depressed. zzz.

ah well. no choice have to accept and move on.