regardless of what i say, or what i delude myself, its over.



its like the saying, shi qu le cai dong de zhen xi, for the past 3 months i have been living like a ghost. i weigh at a shocking 47kg . thats like lighter than andy who looks more of a bamboo stick than me, lighter than sid, who looks more like a bamboo stick than me. anyway its unbelievable how much wieght i have lost. so i go into semi-binging mode eating fast food more frequently =/
yes i kid you not. and now i kid myself not and let this be my resolve not to remind myself of it again. i'll change the blog song soon, since it reminds me of it as well.

prolly luoyeguigen! one of my fav songs as for now. bah off to mug den sleep.