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ME
Felix
21Feb
MY WANTS
good MSG
get into MUN
get lorywn deck (preferably red)
sleep more!
less stress
project a*
hrp high distinction
more to come soon...
MY FRIENDS
Boey
Chuan Khim
Eldwin
Elson
Jess
Jia Han
Jieyang
Lincoln
Jon Neo
Marcus
Quek
Tai Soon
Victor
Xiang Jing
Yun Heng
Yu Shu
MY THANKS
pro sis for coding this wonderful skin!
CHIO orihime picture : some random forum siggy
OUR VOICES

OUR SONG
小雨写立可白Ⅰ

Thursday, December 6, 2007

z. i realized the cruel reality. im ochestrating a one audience show. the only audience being me. this blog i supposed is no longer on anyone's blog visit list judging from the cruel response (or rather lack thereof from the tagboard.)

z.

anyway allow me to continue my self -indulgence.


for the millionth time today. the distance seemed to grow larger with every passing of a second ._.

my job if you haven't figured out involves selling fish to unsuspecting tourists to feed rays.

my job granted me a knowledge of rays comparable to marine biologists. ok, im kidding and exaggerating but i bet i know more about rays than most ppl ._. not that most ppl care.

rays btw are not called stingrays in generic. they are just called rays generically.

in my pool, i have cow-nosed stingray, blue-spotted stingray, leopard whipray and shoal-nosed ray.
是我忽略 你不過要人陪
anyway albeit being a tad bit ex. most of my customers feedback to me that it is a unique expereince. which i can only say well, yah, its not everyday u get to feed rays. but i do it everyday ._. ><>
which brings me to another pt why i hate my job cause no1 visits me =( since a) it costs 17.80 to enter the scammzor underwater world + free admission to dolphin lagoon.
b) u have to spend 2 bucks to either take a bus or monorail from vivo to sentosa so that makes 20 bucks already =( wah lao. eh but if u come i treat you to free fish food for my rays._. lol. and if youre some1 special i treat 10 also nvm ._. not that anyone will come =(
z self-indulgence
and if you're wondering most of my previous blogposts and this 1 are all composed during my hu si luan xiang times i have while on the job. ._.
你說你會哭  不是因為在乎
你的美我不配.
and we haven't quite finished our conversation yet.


BLOGGED;8:34 PM
Wednesday, December 5, 2007

on a last sidenote



i wonder what's this .




o.O















Take this test!


Such a dreamer! Even when you're stuck in a rut, you still reach for the stars. Happy-go-lucky and trusting you may be, but silly you're not — you've definitely got a practical side. And no matter what the future holds for you, we know you'll have fun along the way!


dammit. this pic. dam nice and dam inspirational.

BLOGGED;9:53 PM
moshi moshi.







shit. im starting to sound like jiahan. anyway my abrupt opening is because of my job which is getting more aimless than ever.







now im posted to the aimless manta ray / stingray/ ray pool what ever you call it. where basically my real job entails selling fish food to tourists.







in reality, my job entails a) opening the fridge



b) smelling the stinky fish



c) do a fake smile =D =) :D : ) [ if sai met ichimaru, im sure they would be good friends ]





ok, you get the idea of fake smiles. [sai : fake smiles are the easiest ways to get out of a difficult position]

anyways. back to my job

d) collect money/ give change if any and do more fake smiles :) :D =) =D
e) recite my chant like a robot ( you clamp the food in between my fingers like this. slide the food aginst the glass, when the sting ray comes you release)
f) close the fridge door.
e) do more fake smiles and wait for the next unsuspecting tourist to get scammed ( its 3 dollars for 6 pieces of tiny sardines, i think some ppl's meals are even cheaper than that. )




anyway with my vast experience while doing my job i have decided that sales talks only work on a certain group of ppl .



a) 75% of angmohs regardless of their nationality . boujour. hiya mate. hello. hi.



b) 0.001% of my friends from mumbai, besides having an abnormal fetish for salted popcorn and insanely sweet coffee[5 packets of sugar, 5 packets of milk, my colleague niao them say they dam ma fan that 1 must have alot of salt yet this one must be dam sweet. dam ironic] , they are extremely stingy and prolly wont pay. besides they are humji too. not like westerners more adventurous. altho some angmoh females are more bold than angmoh males. [actualli if it werent for my job i would be skeptical about sticking my hand down into a tank of hungry stingrays too.]
and oh yah. some australians have phobia for stingray because of steve erwin.



c)boyfriend/girlfriend group. note: girlfriend must look adventureous.



d)family group note: wife / other family mother must nto be so humji that she/he forbids anyone from stepping near the tanks of overzealous rays who slash water out of the tank whenever they are cranky.


on a random note. my spot is actually quite a good spot since im beside the touchpool as well as the ray pool which both involves alot of bending over which means i get to see alot of ... [hint what sid loves alot]













goodies..............................................................................................................................................................

















what were you thinking of you pervert. i mean kawaii jap girls =D =) :D :) some squeal kawaiiiiiiii neh~ whole day long ._. especially near insanely cute pink dolphin plushies








on another random note. i got 2 memorable/ funny customers today


a) one guy from mumbai approached me : are these dolphins or jellyfish? do they bite? *points to a nonchalent stingray
me: ...



b) one angmoh ask me : how do you get to dolphin lagoon
me: take red bus about 3 or 4 stops from here
angmoh: are they really pink *grinning
me: yah!
angmoh to girlfriend (also angmoh) : SEE? i told you!
angmoh to me( not angmoh hor ._.) : are they gay *grinning more widely
me: ...
angmoh's girlfriend :*smacks angmoh's butt
both angmoh and angmoh's girlfriend leave without buying food and grinning.
me: ...





anyway besides meeting interesting ppl and looking at rays, then looking at the clock and wished time moved faster, then looking back at the rays again and the ocasional staring at kawaii jap girls. i got insane alot of time to 胡思乱想. which made me reflect, and sigh more and regret. so if u spot a loud sigh somewhere in underwater world its me ._. and no its not about np. altho thats also filled with regrets. but that's another story







on a last random note:





on my off days i spend them either playing dota or watching heros
HIRO <3 china ="D">
heres a nice parody. x-man ripoff. iknow iknow im a narrator. i guess my power is to narrate. what? that you're suppsoed to be 15 but you look 28?
ok i guess claire and alilarter/niki/jessica is likeable as well
so is peter petrelli. guess that makes like almost all the hereos ._.






tell me what you think. nice eh?

Sunday, December 2, 2007

i'm back!

actually was back since yesterday but too lazy cause im caught up with stuff.

will post more constructive stuff soon, including long overdue photos but then again may never happen cause i have an insane amount of things to keep myself busy with.

(not really but this is a transitional sentence._. ) it's a good feeling to be back on the net and chatting but ironically the person i want to chat with most hasn't talked with me yet =( and i know the person will read this. haha. self-indulgence.

bah.

BLOGGED;8:40 PM
Thursday, November 22, 2007


z. boring day. with the usual dota kakis wasting time away at utp. i was wasting time away chionging naruto manga until neji vs kidomaru._.

leaving for china tml. wont be back till like 8 days later. bye.



cool pic eh?


BLOGGED;8:37 PM
Saturday, November 17, 2007

a typical blah day.

i woke up with a bad dream.

actually it was a good dream. you know those kind of good sweet dreams... so good... too good ... too immeasurably good that when you wake up you curse yourself when you realize that such dreams would never come true.

anyway. just a short post cause i haven't got much time.

sai and yamato look like filler characters.

random.

pu gong ying de yueding damn nice. and yep its because its from the qu of xiao yu xie lie ke bai. yay.

而我已经分不清 你是友情 还是错过失去的爱情

BLOGGED;11:09 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007

you know how screwed you feel when all your four years revolved around NP. and its something you're not particularly proud/happy about.

on a sidenote Jay's album rocks! thnx lee

BLOGGED;10:03 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007

im taking a break from blogging because ...





im working





and i rarely have off days





and when i have off days i spend them doing:





a) reading da vinci code (sophie is a nice name!)


b) chioning my Brave Story (thought i was gay overlvled but was overpowered by some nubbies in a weird dungeong so im putting it on hold ><)


c)finishing bleach and naruto anime (which i put on hold due to EXAMS)


d) finshing bleach manga (zomg dam sexciting [short for so exciting what are you thinking you pervo] all the captains come! [well not all. dun read if you dun wish to be spoit]


e) now currently chionign naruto manga.





and o. nell from
this become
< this. gay =D
but became back to
this^ in the end =(




~ ahh such a productive weekend.

BLOGGED;10:42 PM
Monday, November 5, 2007




im putting off blogging cause catching up with bleach so sooooo freaking exciting. zomg!~ and my fav orihime scene is over =(









anyway for all u interested people who haven't guessed yet here's a teaser.












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blatant clue! well if you still haven't a clue....



here's an even more blatant pic!






more pics to come when i have the time to blog!

BLOGGED;10:56 PM
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

wah lao. some ppl feedback say my job damn no life. to think i was brimming with excitment for this job la. wtf.

aniway this is what i actually said to linky in response.


╔VeGnAgUnX╝ does it matter. really/ says:
i plan to work in ir if i fail to open my coffee shop
╔VeGnAgUnX╝ does it matter. really/ says:
so this is my stepping stone
╔VeGnAgUnX╝ does it matter. really/ says:
qian shi wan neng de
╔VeGnAgUnX╝ does it matter. really/ says:
mei you qian
╔VeGnAgUnX╝ does it matter. really/ says:
is wan wan bu neng de


lol. im a materialistic gold worshipping mindless robot. i know.

but what to do. i knew i had no goal in life the day you left mine.

BLOGGED;9:42 PM
does it matter really?
when i read your thoughts.
and noticed how you have changed.
whilst i have not.

does it matter really?
that i have a millions things to say to you.
but i cant find the words to say.

does it matter really?
that you used to ask me to stay
and now you wouldnt't stay
even if i asked you

does it matter really.
that i haven't forgotten.
whilst you already have...



before today.

this picture describes my life:





heres a typical timetable for o lvl mugging schedule:


wake up


mug


slack


mug


slack


eat


mug


slack


sleep




usually slacking spans over a period of 1 hour or 2 hour max and involves aimless reading of mtg articles, prowling around blogs and / or watching tv.




mugging entails moaning while reading my notes.




no. let me reiterate im not a mugger. i didnt get the perfect 1.00 =(




anyways. so heres a list of things i wanna do this hols!




a) earn my first 1000. (cold hard cash)


and i think im already close to it assuming nothing goes wrong wahahaha. all u nubbies still jobfinding i already headhunted and secured MINE. WAKAKAK.








heres a pic to guess where by job is. and while i cant say its as FUN as rapture gaming, but its probably slackier than factory 9-5 jobs. and the perks are well, you get to see ppl from all walks of life!


okay i'll reveal it when i have 5 guesses. (quite easy to tell actually) or when i tell myself to stop deluding myself and that less than 5 ppl actully read this shit. (whiever first)


b) catch up on bleach and naruto manga/anime + watch any other non H anime that oon may recommend


c) complete kh 1 2 and the gba 1 so i can fully enjoy kh when it comes out on psp =D


d)pwn with my merfolk deck. (already doing so but obviously needs more refinements)


e) have fun sometime at FNM!


f) the list goes on........


in an abrupt link to class matters.


tml is class chalet! ZOMGx


for a mugger class (first in lvl leh you think what), thats rather highly efficient [haven heard of any chalets from other classes yet] . so i dunno if theres gonna be sleepover or anything i'll just see how it goes. but seriously i don;'t expect it to be much of a success. -.-" fish and co would be much better!


anyway in the mids of preparation for the chalet, a mini war waged out amongst the bsp and the non bsp (mostly aep and nsps) damn funny i'll include some excerpts [don;t take it to heart=/]


the tinder-box that sparked the flame


it's not li suo dang ran or wat... it's the way school system works. dont zi bu dao pu tao jiang pu tao suan.

in fact i think next week still have to top up...

but... but ... but

only BSP people pay only if not enough money la.


and random aftermath


what the... so i pay money so that I have no grapes to eat la.



For one, I do not doubt that Wenbo had any ill intentions, much least steal our money, as liu zhen had shown in the previous mail. As a close friend to him, I do know that he is doing this for the class good. No issues about this. The reason why I pointed out that he was saying that they are using our money with a tone that seemingly (li suo dang ran) took us for granted. When i saw zhengxian's email saying that he will rather spend it on the chalet rather than sponsorship, I just had a sense of unjust for him. And I posted that email without much thoughts. At that point of time, I was not really feeling angry, just that teeny weeny bit of unjust.

But as you all know, in a conversation, words will provide 10 percent of the meaning while tone provides the other 90 percent.
Thus we all can interpret the same sentence for a different meaning.

Apparently, wenbo's first email's casual tone provoked me unintentionally, subsequently, my "li suo dang ran" provoked him. Same logic, as i realised. So how could I fault him for a misunderstanding that i will make as well.

So you see, this actually leads to Wenbo posting another mail that was having the "grapes" thing, I am very sure that he did not think through about the effect before he posted it as well, just like me when I posted the first email.



me continue with tone thingy...

It all started out with me saying

...Wiped out. sorry people... sorry for adopting this casual tone for this forum has always been casual

next, my reply to victor's message saying pu tao thingy. i was provoked by his word li suo dang ran. is it wrong to have inform you of something or should i have just kept quiet? no one cared about the class... no one bothered to inform you about the funds... about so much of the class... and how many people have been handling the class matters... think! and me for informing you, i got the word li suo dang ran. that was "nice" victor seriously. i apologise for the tone but do i have any ill intention? did i put any money in my own pocket? did you noe i risked 130 dollars for the proed night.... what if the money really used up? do i get back the money? you noe how difficult it is to collect money from the class right...
so that was what i thought... so i used the word pu tao eventually...

sorry for this tone.



lol all the random shit. the above was obviously filler posts to make this post larger. pls dun be offended and take this all in light hearted humour. and aniway seriouly this mini flame war isnt even half as interesting as the kind of shit we get in np. but thats another matter and i dun wanna kanna flame for blogging about it.


Wednesday, October 17, 2007

it's been a long while since i posted. and since i got nothing better to do. actually i do i needa ctach an ep of haruhi but aniways im still here blogging.

every1 talking bout their depressing results and all. some bragging about their zai kia ones. if you want a gd metaphorical sense of exams u shd go to

Victor's blog >>www.crazyhamster.net

the wenbo pic is ABOSOLUTELY hilarious fabulous. need i say more.

and like everyone else i shall devote a portion of my post whining about how i cannot get that elusive 1.00. im currently bordering 1.2 1.3 thereabouts.

that means the 1000 bucks cheque for 1.00 is gone too.

sian.

but im prooud to say i survived 11 consecutive papers! a proud achievement yes.

*abrupt link to MTG*

and last week i played my first lorywn draft! which got me scammed into playing merfolk but i shant regret after already spending quite a bit on them already. its BLATANT Wizards is unfair to elves. and some still complain say wizard love blue more than white.

green is the new in.

damn.

we'll just have to wait for morningtide.

and i swear never to go to ACS [asiancardshop yes the one in bishan ho hum) to buy cards or booster packs anymore ( ok la mayb i just ask friends help me get if i despo)

cause they fking scammed me. they sold me a booster pack ripped open before. and i got shit rare and shit cards inside.

so be warned don't go there anymore.

with that i painfully swore off buying mtg boosters (except for draft matches maybe yes they are so fun. )

ok this was a stupid post merely here so my blog wont be stagnating, yes i know boring post no pics nubcarkshit. nubcakeshit

so please come back my readers whoever you are and look out for new content. a new skin i hope. =/



BLOGGED;11:13 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007

caught up with mugging, one would invariably be bottled with stress.

I found an excellent way to relieve myself from being bottle-necked and the solution was...

JOGGING!

unlike previous times where i ran purely for 2.4 training, this time i ran around aimlessly for at least 20 minutes and explored a bit of redhill. Without a goal in mind, jogging becomes a leisurely treat and supposedly scientifically it releases some hormones to releive stress. as well as sex drive .

I rmb xiao yao once told me he ran the wrong way during a jogging session once and ran over 20km over some random expressway. o.O then he said "jogging is for life, the benefits you get follow you forever" something like that lah! so i strongly recommend all to just do a simple jog and relieve yourself!

anyway im just randomly crapping while trying to finish my od script then i found out this coolio batman quote which i forgot.

Bruce Wayne: It's not who I am underneath, but what I *do* that defines me

have fun!

BLOGGED;11:54 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007

short post before continuing my marathon.

pls don't read my previous post if you are already feeling the heat from the fact that they are 8 days away (8 days every week! -.-" no link )

i did some blog surfing as usual, mrbrown never fails to comment on sth zai


XboxgirlsSeen on http://www.doingitwrong.com/wrong/20070531-230935.jpg



















and this is an example of a motivational poster that oon loves so much. a habit he picked up from a *cough*cough website

and supposedly this cough cough website encourages anonymity and this poster was designed by him (or so he claims) it was no.1 on google hit for mikuru lol

http://p-images.veoh.com/image.out?imageId=user-bamfdude29.jpg&version=4

im lazy to upload the pic. and it spoils the G rating for my blog anyway.

have fun!

BLOGGED;9:41 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007

as mentioned before im in a semi '-' mood now.

has been like at least 1 hour plus since i came back from tuition in punggol. so empty i sang ju hua tai loudly and there was no one to laugh at my singing. even had time to do 2 pull-ups before the train moved. (punggol is the terminal you see)

sitting on the empty train, there was plenty of time for self-reflection.

im an ass/fag/bastard.

for all the things i did. im sorry. to everyone.

^signs of moodiness + extreme low selfesteem for no apparent reason prolly due to exam stress though.

theres a bunch of things which if i could, i would do differently.

then i wouldnt be so negative right now.

someone once said this "to the world, you may be just another person. but to another person, you may be the world."

discounting relatives, i think this might have applied to me like say a few months ago but now i don't find it applicable anymore.

sure, if i disappeared from the face of the earth some time later, ppl would weep and cry. for a period of time. and forget about it.



and if you ask me. i think this picture says a thousand words.

then at some point, some guy will say "but you got friends what."

yah friends no doubt, but not extremely good friends. not in class anyway. in the past in primary sch i used to have a bunch of dam good friends, but now i cant even remember their brithdates or not even sure when was the last time i talked to them. in class now, especially when partners are needed or something, theres always a feeling of being left out, (not like xm la) but still. not that i have anything against my class. but i must point out that prolly the only thing the class will ever do together is mug dam hard and aim to be top this year, like every other term. ok except maybe niao xm and jensen but thats another point.

Grades : No.1

Class Spirit: none existant, else negligible.

then at some other point. some guy will say " well you still got your ep3 friends" correction. had. ever since npcc ended (in a fashionably unhappy way with all kinds of crap and shit and ramifications i get for my stupid actions), prolly the only np guy i see daily is sid . and thats on bus where he does his job of waking me up when we reach hc. thats all. ok la maybe this is the exams period, hopefully after that there would be more gatherings and such. but still i dun think im anyone's bestest best friend. dun ask me why, i just get this kind of shitty feeling.

and thats y i sigh for no apparent reason. esp when i got nothing better to do or when negative thoughts appear in my head. like they do so very often these few days. over the *** incident and over other * cough incidents.

im trying my best not to be a fag. i talk dam di shen xia qi now. try not to speak my mind so freely and process my thoughts before saying some stupid things before regretting much later.

so pls. stop niaoing and all that sorts. im tyring my best. im tired.

like the fas thingy, yes i know some ppl are in much more dire straits than me. i know of ppl who earn less than 1 k but cmon la the things i own dun cost as much as say a whole library of hentai figurines or macbooks. but im not scamming lah. one of the reasons why i develpoed this ocd sort of hadbit is because i was afraid of wasting money if i let the water tap run.

EDIT: lol i re-read my post and felt stupid typing this -.-" prolly just one of the minimum points of my sin curvy life.

ok enough time spent. cant wait for my hacylon helicon days!

after some time of feeling stupid i wasted so much time typing this crap.

anyway we did rat dissection in bio today. i don't have the vids nor the pics but will surely show a link when i do. initially very revolting and im sure many felt nauseous as well. which strengthened by conviction that i am not cut out to be a doctor since you supposedly have to dissect a human (dead 1 la of course) at your 2nd year or seomthing. and im friking afraid of blood. (though not to the extent like quek) the most interesting thing was the infinite bladeworks tingy where like 5 benches worth of scapels and scissors was stabbed into the poor mice. again, will show the pics when i get it. (which is like when? never?)

lol and alot of dpks putting 4XXX on their msn supposedly praying for some it emergency lmaos.

and 6 - 7 mrts are hellish and the possibility of getting molested is damn high where every1 is packed like sardines. maybe i watch too much jap anime and amazing race.


and i think either my com just aping me or cbox aping me whichever, if you want to tag and its down simply refresh and it will come out.



因為妳說, 說到做到.

提的起放的下, 才有男人的味道.

只要能夠對你好 

我都會做到 .



BLOGGED;8:56 PM
Quiz1.

1. the person who tagged you is:

jonneo!

2. the relation w him/her is:

ex-npcc / nextdoor neighbourclassmaid. (thats a mouthful)

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:

a)achiever who thinks he is underachieving. (lol)
b)guy who spends alot of thime thinking about an insane amount of things
c)somehow the image of him wearing trackshorts doing some idiotic dance keeps playing on my head when im typing this. i duno where i got that memory from.
d)guy who went up and took more than 3 prizes on pday and laments about it later.
e) the last 1 rather obvious. i shall not comment

5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you:
*idiotic laughter before doing idiotic dance in trackshorts. (i think its some random camp or something. no this is not otto-ing)

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will:
highly unlikely, unless he met otto. and thats if i meet otto as well. so probability = o (on the other hand he can always get pointers from THE JENSEN)

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
wtf is he doing with otto and jensen anyway. ( lol pls take this in light-hearted humour no ill-intent involved)

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
uum... be sad?

9.if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
getting pissed off because i think lydia looks like lara.

10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
a) tell him he answered this question wrongly on his blog.
b) then laugh

11. your overall impression of him/her is:
zai kia

12.how you think people around you will feel about you:
lol im in a semi "-" mode now so i can prolly list a whole list of bian yi ci.

13. the characteristic you love about yourself is:
dunno leh.

14.the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
almost everything that needs to be changed -> esp speaking my mind at the most inappropriate of times and get disastrous ramifications afterthat.

15.the most ideal person you want to be is:
i'd rewind and still be myself, in a different way so not to ocmmit past mistakes.

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them:
thanks!

17. a) im lazy
b) theres like almost zero other ppl i can pass to. namely because all have been passed and i aint very enthu in expanding my list of affiliates.
c)i dun wish to answer the next part of the quiz -.-"
d)somehow i can only think of victor who prolly already been tagged by jieyang. -.-"

so. ho . hum.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

No more ang moh gossip today. ok maybe at the end but today's mainly anime/manga gossip.

The Odex saga has been a much hyped-up episode by the media and recently there has been some new "events" happening.

I found this out from mrbrown and slowly linked to other webs.




Big Brother is Watching

Yes, this is the protest that we have been reduced to. A short peaceful protest by anime lovers / otakus at the *scape at youth park. All they did was to take photos of figurines protesting. but look what a crowd they attracted...









Riot Bus
lol riot buses!
and that man there is a plain clothed police making sure nothing goes astray while filming btw...




Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

heres some of the protestors in action. a man sized ultraman was purpotedly found there as well.

oon says these guys just made themselves potential assrape victims of odex since their names are now known. lol.

images taken from http://yipingotakuworld.wordpress.com/2007/08/26/our-drill-will-thrust-through-the-heavens/ and http://textfiend.net/zerohero/?p=454

dam interesting.

anyway i stumbled upon the hare hare dance! by both real ppl and pikachu! (yes i know yunheng you posted this before -.-")




PIKACHU!



ORIGINAL SINGERS!



and of course the original version. !hearts mikuru! and of course haruhi


anyway ST published scandels of disney stars today. and ofcourse vanessa hudgens was not left out. and they showed a photo of her OBVIOUSLY photoshopped wearing underware. that was dam blatantly photoshopped in and still say only photos of her wearing little clothing were leaked -.-" and o i didnt know ashley tisdale had a waldrobe malfunction -.-"

thats all for gossip corner today.

BLOGGED;8:24 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007

WARNING: THIS IS AN EGO POST. PLS TURN AWAY IF YOU DO LIKE LIKE BIG EGOS.

well we lost.

not exactly. i mean we tried our best

thanks to :

ms esther cheong

my lovely understanding grp members

my classmates and friends esp lovely victor for his vid (without which we would not have entertained the audience.

no more.

lol. i must admit im not that great a partner. i get tempermental esp when under pressure.=/ so thanks for bearing with me.

now for ego part.

wakakaka. all the vids you see are conceptualized by ME!
all the boardgame u see are conceptualized by ME!

and the vids have a secret meaning behind them. will upload when have time. (thats like when...)

and heres all i can say for the NKF grp

"i want the beaches to say, kor kor, thank you for clearing the beaches"

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

ok shit. i did more procrastinating. when i can use the same amount of time to watch 1 whole damn episode of haruhi.

i stumbled upon elisius (whatever u spell)'s blog and if you reli reli want to see the pic go to his blog. lol. although he censored it.

http://eliseus.livejournal.com/

tjhen i stumbled on jasper's blog. and dang stupid la he put his photobucket private so i cant click on it. but i think i wasnt in that photo when it was taken.

i have to say the skin quite coolios

http://paint-thy-soul.livejournal.com/

and i still cant find kanzy's blog. lol.

OK NO MORE PROCRASTINATON BUGGER.

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im taking a short break from mugging my pw script.

all my friends are
a) either mugging blatantly in front of me
b) cataloging their mugging chronicles on their blogs.

and thats why i decide to mug something today other than PW because the past few days have been eaten up by a barrage of commontest and SPAs. which for today i forgot to include plot graph. zzz.

anyway, in a bid to make my posts more interesting. heres ur weekly ang moh gossip fodder!

i read this on the newspaper today and this vid was quite high on youtube hits.




yes, its our lovely britney. (now reduced to a bald FAT prude.) whos prancing around in her "nice figure". look out for the celebrities face during 2.xx dam funny. they are like thinking" wtf happened to her" or "wtf is this blob of oil doing on the stage?"

her dancing was reviewed by popcorn as no energy but i thought it was quite good except for the fact that she looks like a blob of fat wobbling on stage. and one must also take into consideration her rather "excellent" lip-syncing.

it must be some kind of coincidence that only a few days after i blogged about vanessa her naked pics *gasp* leaked online. to which her spokemans can only say" this is bad for a star of a children show" supposedly its taken 3 years ago and all her fans are rallying to support her. ( i read that on an article. no funny ideas there.) so there goes the supposedly only clean teen idol on american tv. pft.

ok now i blogged about that i bet all you pervy ferrets (notice allegory to negi ma. not that anyone who reads this reads that.) are gonna google it.
to save your trouble
SCROLL DOWN TO SEE ATTACHED PIC!

























































HAH! Im right. pervos.

hav fun mugging all' tahts all for today.


Sunday, September 9, 2007

my cbox is down. prolly a sign of protest after it got polluted by the 2 angmohs. lol.

all work and no play makes ____ (insert your name here) a dull boy.

haruhi ep 1 / 2 daaam funny!

"all animes must have a lolita looking character with big boobs " - haruhi

-.-"

lol.

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Saturday, September 8, 2007



somehow some random (angmoh i presume) passbys decide to spam my tagboard. prolly drawn from the ugbc post o.O (lol joking)



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Friday, September 7, 2007


im generous. this 1 home-made. for all hime fans.





ok i admit the pics are ripped but blended them together and changed colours. and its not that perfect cause its a 5 min job -.-" (by my sis rather unwillingly). so its not that gd can see stupid pixels. but nice enough better than default. =D
EDIT: doing this after i read jon neo's blog.





i promised to do a post. on npcc. but all the things cropped up.

anyway im dam sad. sad that it has all ened. for others its a beatiful full stop. a fullstop i will never have.

yes its my fault no matter how you try to argue. there is blood on my head (figuratively la). now ppl look at you jeeringly/jealously. and stab you gossips and all.( i have elaborated enough on this and i shant dwell on). can only say i'm damn sad. mine isnt and never will be a full stop.

and all my merits (if any. im sure there is. the salt centre shifting we have all put alot of effort into it. sec1 orientation and all the other misc stuff as well). erased and marred by this single stupid fault.

. < thats the full stop which i will never get.

not forgetting a certain someone who prolly blocked me already.

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back from 2 tuitions. lol.

as usual oon and gang (ie the whole row) chatted like crows. but behind more noisy.

yiding. like marcus refuses to lend me =( . but one month later might got chance.






unlike marcus.

lol the gap is intentional. and. i take my words back. theres ONE (1) cutie. =D

zomg. this post mainly spaming youtube vids like yunheng's boring posts (EDIT: JOKING! although spamming utube vids arnt exactly advisable. so far i only watched the family guy ones. lol. ) . but mine are not!




yu gi oh fans! or ipod fans! or both!
anyway admire the art quite pro

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgnCeWaTrEg&watch_response

not posting the vid cause the girl not very chio. lol. just very unteresting and lmao. some random ppl trying ff characters hairstyle. i stumbled upon.

lol haruhi ep 1 daaam funny.

"why is she wearing that licentious cloth?"

"lets establish the fact that she is a combat maid. as to why shes combating and is a maid that does not matter"

LMAOS!

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

im posting in disbelief from marcus and his lame msn messenger plus.





really his com can change spelling itself! im sure arh.

anyway this mainly stems from my endless frustration because marcus refuse to lend me his secret ost. zomg track 20 dam nice. (read head over to taisoon blog to see his illegally posted imeem music) its my fav part of the movie!


yes this post is about screenshots. and heres another funny thing taht happened recently.












yes. damn funny. ugbc getting friend invites from porn adult friendmaking websites .

and i found this song
>>> sadness and sorrow . while randomly clicking on one of victor's readers lol.






apparently, its a dam popular naruto song.



ok fine im dumb. its the bgm from hokage's funeral. ><



but its nice la.



and... i simply cannot resist coping this gif. can see its inspired from vival la rock mv from naruto





dam cute pls...

EDIT: wtf doenst show as gif. o well i'll just direct link.



nice hor.


alot of ppl keep reminding me of the impending eoys zzz. yes yes i know. time is short. and gf rehersals taking up even more time.


about magic alot of ppl like 3 fen zhong re du gone liao want quit lol. i'll persist but i'll pause esp when i realize my boostering luck so bad. ><


heres a coolio quote to keep your happy juice flowing.


If you only search for perfection in life, you may end up losing something more important than what you end up finding~...


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Monday, September 3, 2007

this post is about yesterday since today is totally boring and yesterday i forgot to post.

anyway this was what my tuition teacher told me. i went there expecting a test and turned out to be a mini lesson before the test -.-"

translated from chinese:

there was once a girl (i forgot her name zao sth lets just call her a) supposedly 16 years old. met some cook in a random hawker centre. fell in love with him. went out to dates etc. then a's parents found out and whacked her and scolded her hoping that she will realize her folly. but a still persisted. than out of exasperation, a's father went to tell a's form teacher.

a's form teacher went and talk to a on one day and said " you are just like a diamond, how can u let someone who only used the cost of a pebble to buy your diamond?"

the girl thinking that the form teacher is hinting to her ... something went back to reflect.

then on her way back, she saw her lover, flirting with some aunties at the hawker centre and felt disgusted that she even like him.

so the next day, she realized she liked her form teacher instead (-.-") but didnt do anything and translated her love into her power for mugging.

.... time passed ...

graduation day, she did damn well, form teacher came to congratulate her. she held her breathe, heart beating furiously and confessed her love for him "i found my diamond. its you"

the teacher smiled and patted her on her head (my tuition teacher say fu muo ta xiang hai zi yi yang bu shi fei li ta) "diamonds are precious and takes experience and time to find. " and so rejected her

...time passed...

she married some random uber handsome guy and told this to her husband and her husband told her to write the story down (prolly thats how my teacher knew of it)

and so she end with saying "diamonds are precious and takes experience and time to find. do you think you have the experience?"

and this was the lead in to a class about high occrunaces of teenage sex. -.-"

anyway, i realized how pervy SOME [notice the word some. ie a limited few. so dun say its over generalization] girls can be. (i dunno them 1 la caused its combined class) aniway when teacher say "shang chuang" one of them giggled and whispered "on sofa also can what" to the girl next to her. than more giggling -.-"

than another random time. while writing zuo wen. another of the girls sitting behind say " how to say "p***s"[censored] in chinese arh?" more giggling.

ok thats all. for today lmaos.

im enlarging my text so more readible.

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Saturday, September 1, 2007

its that period again where i start by

"short post due to procrastination" which btw has become quite hefty. heheh.

i'm blogging cause im totally pissed at a lvl whereby the mission objective is to beat off (scare off) calamity and raider. but to unlock secret lvl have to defeat/destroy them. most of the time the ai dam smart. low hp fly off leaving me helplessly looking at them. if not when u fighting at the border u hit them they fly out of the border and u just wave bye bye to them. super pissing.

i apologize for my weird behaviour yesterday and my even weirder recent posts. lol. bah. weird.

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Friday, August 31, 2007

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

the past few days were a bore. especially yesterday (waited for 3 hours for paintball, rain. cancel. stone. day wasted. go ny. i slept albiet like jensen sleep 5 secs wake up den sleep again=/. shit man. i was like sitting in the middle row of the middle. if i get photographed im so dead xD. alf and gang had a gd time commenting how mug ny ppl are. im damn scared la, whatever that guy says they just copy blindly. while my row of hc boys totally phased slept through the whole thing.) so i wont mention anything more.

the concert today ended dam early. so after the gifting, i played magic in class and waited for the pot luck thingy (turned out to be just odering of pizza hut) where not everybody even ate a single slice of pizza. the class photo council printed was ok... i guess. scan them when i have time.

then went over to pri sch which is another total waste of time. lol. sorry couldnt watch the ratty show =x became sorta anti-social for some reason. firstly before the some reason appeared i was like playing *** all the time. then got bored cause i couldnt concentrate. den after that appeared very "sad" in some ppl's words or "quiet" in mrs lees words. imagine. i pratically just dun in one isolated corner by myself looking very forlorn. lol. thats pretty much what happenened. at least got to see mm and mrs lee.

i somehow totally hate thses kind of class gatherings. they always have damn carthaic effect on me. last yr and this yr was true epitomization of so far yet so near, though different in their own ways. last year i met my best friend of 6 years after like 3 years of seperation (so dramatic!) anyway. he changed like dam lot, talk differently look different, and i guess its the effect of shu yuan. someone who was so close to you suddenly seems like a stranger now.

this year sama sama. though not best friend. but something worst.
when your smile isnt mine anymore.

thank god we're still friends.







i was totally spamming songs to keep these bad thoughts out of my head ><





















wakakak familiar pics from someone. anyways this song quite nice. firsth eard it by kit then by kelly. then heard it during the musical as well.





anyways linking back to the sch trip


literally at opposite poles.


wakakaka blury pics so gossipy ppl cant really see quite well. anyway the purpose of the pic is to highlight what phototaking strats i have been employing at grp photos lol. see if u can spot. nthn to do with poles

haiya. getting quite sad nowaways. lesser and lesser ppl turn up. =(

some1 suggested a class chalet. maybe we should have one at the end-of year.

speaking of eoy , exams are coming. it seems jsut like yesterday when i was aying to myself "aiya, so fast june holidays over liao" now is "wtf september holidays start liao". have to mug soon. esp when time is so precious with gf rehersals and all.

anyway besides buffing myself up at the gym / swimming / excercize (im dam small la >< ) and working my ass off to atone for my sins during the hols, im still cracking my brains on what to do. but those should be enough.

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

tralalala random short post.

today practically just stoned because i was dreading *** ramifications and all.

damn pissing really.

and i just realized a unique link. so far only a select few bunch of hoodlums from a certain con niaoed us about it. so what those it mean?

lol random spouting.

maybe that con just likes gossiping more.

anyway on the note of gossiping


img from http://teenscoop.wordpress.com/2007/08/23/zac-and-vanessa-steam-up-the-hot-100-charts/

zac efron (*also starred in hairspray!) and vanessa hudgens are dating! < not taht anyone who reads this knows them anyway.

anyway they were originally from the cast of high sch musical and i think they got together at high sch musical 2. im not really into the show but my sis is a big fan of it. she got like the original dvd + soundtrack -.-" before singapore even got wind of it ( from disney channel you see.) and this song is soaring at the us charts although i cant seem to find anything special. ah wells.



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Monday, August 27, 2007

pw auditions. the slide yuming keep complainging about mysteriously disappeared o.O

so in the end this is what we told ourselves, gave our best.

if we in or out both have pros and cons so we'll just let heaven decide.

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zzz. im freaking pissed la. i want nothing to do with this shit anymore. _l_

the impression is done.
the name is marred.

and i cant do anything about it.

so pls. stop talking if you dunno whats gd for you.

EDIT: i wish ppl would be more sensitive. obviously some of us are not very happy about this. jealousy no doubt have turned many a man against each other. and you do not know your words have adverse far-reaching effects. so spare me your gossips. zzz

Sunday, August 26, 2007

it always ends with a talk to piss/ delude myself off. and hopefully this 1 stays.

with regards to my lvl 81 alakazam. lol. i was a noob last time and had an abnormal liking for abra. so i put all my eggs in a basket and pia my abra - > kadabra trade trade back to alakazam den let it solo elite 4. (yellow version but pikachu only like lvl 23 - 32 like that). and yes . alakazam did solo elite 4 and only after like dozens of failed attempts it managed to SOLO them. with the help of alot of full restores of course. <--- random crazy talk

*don't laugh in front of your screen.

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

blogging after cs, shawn won no suprise though. im thouroughly disgusted by his act-cute tactics by trying to cry and make ppl vote for him. (ok maybe he just has active tear glands. like me. ) anyway keely rox! yes i know i never really blogged about csc cause i didnt really follow it this year, not like last year anyway. and imo, benjamin deserves to win more. shawn was gd. until his voice broke. my mother thinks even the ri guy deserves to win more than shawn. well ya. anyone does.

i practically spent the whole day doing pw today from 11 - like 6 or 7. =/ tml must do work liao. hope our work pays off though. xD

and no the effects have not wore off even though i bog myself down with work. even my dreams are haunting me now.

day/dream 1 : me with random ppl, defined as xxx, yyy sees and daos me and talks to xxx. feels zibei, wakes up. (soso nightmare. quite terrifying)

day/dream 2: me alone sees yyy with zzz(whom i have no idea how they even met this means im like going crazy liao) never dao me but that makes it even worse. [crazy nightmare, i couldnt fall back to sleep even after flipping in my bed for quite a while]

zzz.

anyway heres the original version of the day you went away. supposedly sang by some trilingual band M2M.



please say its damn nice please...


Verse 1
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming ’bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Pre-chorus 1
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Chorus
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there’s only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Verse 2
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

Pre-chorus 2
And we were letting go of something special
Something we’ll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Chorus
The day you went away
The day you went away

Pre-chorus 1
Chorus

Bridge
Why do we never know what we’ve got ’til it’s gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I’ve been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

disregarding the fact that britney is a fat pantyless bald prude now. this song is nice.



And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

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Friday, August 24, 2007

its the time again. when the expiry goes off. and im feeling =/=/=/ again .

i read an article on bao mi hua sometime ago to take it as a lesson or sth , just like what quek told me and felt better. but now its back again. bah.

anyway. in a random link apparently some SCGS girl was seen (k) [type on msn if you dunno what it means ---.---"] some random band guy [read: some guy name jason according to some source i dunno him though but he confirm not sec4] lol. thats like daaaaam crazy.

i havent been watching bleach or naruto for damn long la. i dunno whats gotten into me.







失去第一次爱的人竟然是这种感觉

总以为爱是全部的心跳

失去爱我们就要~

就要一点点慢慢的死掉

当我失去你那一秒心突然就变老

the day you went away



the day you went away,

i didnt cry like

a) some random p6 day last day of sch i think

b) pop

c) when my lvl 81 alakazam got dlted by my sister (lol)



but my heart bled to death


ok this is a gd example of an emo pic. by an emo kid as proclaimed by marcus goh. that fag. (see aug 22 post if you have no idea why he is a fag)

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sabbaticals was a total bore. i mean yes, kbots was fun. but zjd totally suxxors and spoilt my mood for the whole day. incompetant ppl SHOULD NEVER be allowed to leech ace points by smoking through their facilitating.

this is what i posted for the comments. no they are not baised, i think every1 would think so.


Other comments:
The sabbatical was split into 2 parts, one consisting of building a k-bot facilitated by external vendors, the other was taken charge by 2 secondary 4 students. I have no qualms about the kbots session as it was well thought out and informative. However, I wish to highlight that the 2nd part of the sabbatical, taken charge by the 2 secondary 4 students was extremely poorly planned, hence resulting in poor allocation of time and hence failed to achieve its intended objective and failed to capture the participants interest, hence marring whatever good there was of the sabbatical. I strongly suggest that a teacher be around to supervise facilitators(even if they are already secondary 4) in order for participants to fully enjoy the sabbatical or ensure that facilitators are competant enough.

One positive highlight:
External vendors were extremely helpful, the same cannot be said for the internal facilitators though.

although i think we still had fun making figurins out of blutack! pics from linky soon. junkang is teh imba ><

on a sidenote, went to bishan cause i had 150 bucks in my pocket. lol. but didnt spend all la. spent around 10 bucks nia.

i learnt a lesson today. dont touch cards when your hands are wet.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

sometimes. i think life is an equilibrium. there are ups and downs and no matter what it will still be the same.

just yesterday, it was like one of the worst day of my life, dam screwed up alot of things. and even up to a few hours ago also screwed up. buuuuut later on, in an abrupt turn it suddenly became one of the best, well not the best, because the best is on a random date on 11 feburary but thats another story, and some how everything became ok liao. well nto everything, at least a) project a*
b) the money issue resolved
c) i slept . <<< no link.

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and so it has come to an end. for me at least, for the other 2 they still have decisions to make.

but most likely keep ur eye out on ebay and u'll see something familiar. lol.

today during sabbat don't know why adrian keep talking about a *** (not exactly 3 letters but in order to give clues not so subtle and yet censor it i put 3 *** wakakaka) conversation.

which led me to realize something which ithought had been hidden under my gundam seed and yugioh gx adventures. but obviously it has not.

arghhhh

theres no meaning in going back to rv anymore anyways for teacher day. =/ i'll just be sadder. not that anyone else is expected to turn up since all freaking mugging for o lvls.

even in ip schs like mine. already got muggers chionging their eoy syllabus. and me? im slacking. *guilty*

for more pics on sabbat pls visit linky's blog -->http://tickyticks.blogspot.com/

on a side note oon ming YANG and his team ( MEMEMEME) has gotten in for GF considerations!!! yays! but obviously greenwave better laaaaa. our website not gf standard...

you said you will never change...
but they said you have changed...

i know you changed.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007


wtf... just because i am more emotional. i have to be singled out. bah whatever. whoever this sec1 ninjadoggy is... zzz
EDIT: ok quek told me he is marcus. that fag. (lol JOKING NIA. PLEASE RECOGNIZE A JOKE WHEN U SEE ONE)
yes by pasting that that means i have gone to your blog kaiyang. and yes. thank you. but seriously, that post is stupid. ok. i didnt think carefully of the consequences. like now. but thanks anyway.

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zomg im addicted to this game. initially wanted to do some work den install liao i cant stop.

ever wanted to pwn aegis?
ever wanted to BE STELLA (ZOMG YES!!!) and have gaia? well this is the game for it. zomggg

i didnt even know got ps2 version.

alas. that doesnt remove the fact that im 150 bucks poorer.

20/08/07

death of my razr. it just died suddenly. prolly due to old age. or prolly due to it dropped to much.

22/08/07

death of my pocket.



Dearest Secondary 1 Squad, We hope that you have taken our words regarding pop as just light hearted-chit chat. (ie said in a jokingly way) Presents are significant in their meaning and not their monetary value. Its the thought that counts and not the cost. a simple present would do, even the lor mai kai you suggested. Lastly, we wish you all success in your future endeavors. Yours Sincerely,Your NCOs.

^ I shao blatantly say in a jokingly way arh. maybe they are just too thick to understand. i know it might be my fault. but i blatantly sent an email to apologize. i knew of the disastrous consequence the minute i decided to send that email. thanks a bunch. now i not only have to withstand the niaoing eyes of bystanders i have to walk around with a hole in my pocket.

EDIT: i know la, some of them not to blame. maybe theres a X/42 chance for some to be blamed. and maybe its the fault of peer pressure. or kp parents. whichever the case, it just teaches us 1 thing: stfu if u got nothing better to say.

so please stop niaoing. i just forked out a bomb for it.

thanks.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

yes k i know i promised to do a post about p*p but that kind very time consuming 1 leh...

anyways because my eyes are seeing double imgaes from spamming too much initial d and yugioh tagforce! i decided to do some random blog surfing.

found some interesting things on mrbrown.com

Tv2007081921484500

lol aran! can see your father? =/ lol. to which mrbrown niao say they very deep in thought. hohum.

think they already went to his office the next day to have nice chit-chat session with mr lee =/

then theres another funny peice of news from mrbrown as well...

Pinkrun

"Singapore police stops dangerous joggers from engaging in law-breaking activities"

lol i like this line So please ok? Don't say the cops are jiak bah boh sai pang or that they have nothing better to do. Pink joggers and their friends are very dangerous to society! If you see any more of these joggers or scavenger hunters, call the authorities. Keep our streets safe!

lol. funny... then in a random link to anime and odex. http://forums.vr-zone.com/showthread.php?t=177079&page=2

im sure this news has affected many, or maybe some remained nonchalent. or others, worse, clueless. regardless, i have not been watchign anime for like dam long (ie 2 weeks, its not like theres a mega nice bleach/ naruto ep -.-") lol. its up to dailymotion and youtube in the end to satisfy all anime lovers liao.

oon once commented that "f**king odex is making money out of this by suing 10 ppl they already get 30 000. like this they don't even need to sell anime to profit. they make profit by suing others"

and i saw this lmao guy posting on the forum "anime only right ? Not hentai right ?"

another guy reply "see the list of odex licensed anime lor...think download hentai won't dio, but mata catch u lah..."

lol. oon heard that?

pics from sabbat soon. i hope.



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Sunday, August 19, 2007

its been eons ages since i last posted. i promise to post a mega hugey long post. as soon as i settle my psp crap as soon as i get my photos from quek.

hey that rhymes!

heres a teaser:

sofa = so far...

i tell myself to fangxia yet my dreams tell me not to...

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

short post again...

i want to tell myself this




I can do better

I couldn´t give a damn what you said to me

I don't really care what you think of me

Cus either way you're going to think what you believe

There's nothing you could say that would hurt me



I'm better off without you anyway

I thought it would be hard but I'm ok

I don't need you if you're gonna be that way

Because with me, it's all or nothing



I'm sick of this shit, don't deny

You're a waste of time

I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why



[Chorus]

I hate you now, so go away from me

You're gone, so long

I can do better, I can do better



Hey, hey you, i found myself again

That's why you're gone

I can do better, I can do better



You're so full of it and i can't stand

The way you act i just can't comprehend

I don't think that you can handle it

I'm way over, over it



I will drink as much lemoncello as I can

And I'll do again and again

I don't really care what you have to say

Cus you know, you know you're nothing



(I'm so sick)

I'm sick of your shit, don't deny

You're a waste of time

I'm sick of your shit, don't ask why



[Chorus]



[Bridge]

Whad'ya say,i told you so

You know that cause I always know

Get out my face,hey hey

You're not my taste,hey hey



I am so,sick of you

You´re on my nerves,I want to puke

Get outta my face,hey hey

You're not my taste,hey hey



I hate you now, so go away from me

You´re gone, so long

I can do better, I can do better



Hey, hey you i found myself again

That's why you're gone

I can do better, I can do better



I hate you now, so go away from me

You´re gone, so long

I can do better, I can do better



Hey, hey you i found myself again

That's why you're gone

I can do better, I can do better





But obviously im still stuck with this...




When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lied

Is made up on your side



When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?



When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it ok



I miss you



I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

and the clothes you left they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do



When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?



When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it ok

I miss you



We were made for eachother

Out here forever

I know we were

Yeah yeah

all I ever wanted was for youto know

everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yea...



When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it ok

I miss you

tralalala... some other good songs from avril... actually 1 for now la its innocence quite nice.




im lazy to paste the lyrics. lol.

on a side note some articles on straits times quite interesting... discounting the cleavage one then theres the love one... which sorta made me =/=/ then theres the anorexic one... about some gal in an elite school going anorexic. *yes i know victor you posted something on it too* i mean look at what happened to the olsen twins. before they "grew up" they were like zomgwtf so cute, now both of them look like walking chopsticks. see all those american child stars who grow up, not one of them didnt end up screwed. the olsen for one is a good example, lindsay lohan is now in drug rehab and is pressed for some driving under influence shit, jamie lynn spears, britney's sis (lets not talk about how screwed and bald she is, i mean she WAS, afterall my idol) is barely 16, cohabiting and is now pregnant, ok fine hilary duff isn't that screwed, except that shes prolly anorexic too with her hollow cheeks.

then there was once a story about how an anorexic model fell off the stage and how all the modelling events from various countries imposed a weight requirement not limit on models. so the moral of the story is to eat more! and thats what i would like to tell myself too... zzz

on a sidenote new blogskin not coming up so soon, my project has taken a backseat compared to my sister's own blogskin =/

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

usual procrastination due to overworking...

in the movie, xiao lun father said this "不听音乐的都是坏人"

so bored me when to youtube and search and voila. the song i said i wouldnt play came up again...

its a very nice mv la i hope it touched you as much as it did to almost every1 out there. i've always liked avril's songs...

heres the original mv



and heres one which shows how good a singer she is and NO she does not lip synch, not that i have anything against ashley simpson... in fact i like her songs too.



i think the live version is even better than the recorded version!

EDIT: omg i found a nicer version, sounds nicer, sound quality better and has lyrics to boot! MUST WATCH!




When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?


不管我们会不会再相见,
不管你还记不记得我,
我都要告诉你一个秘密:我爱你



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Friday, August 10, 2007

just come back from tuition whereby before which i read my curious incident like kakashi. lol.

anyway. on the car home heard this song on the radio again. say it on mtv a few days before but anyways its very nice.

sian i think i agree with jh whole day listen to emo songs. zzz. its just a reflection of our innermost feelings i guess. which is outwardly reflected in my appetite as well zzz. anymore and i will be reduced to thinner than a stick. thats why im spamming supper




ok maybe its a not so emo happy-sounding sad song. and a bit adultish as well. but sex sells especially in mtv. but what i like is the seemingly annoying ping pong sound. lol thats why its called the ping pong song. ok la i lied. i hate the ping pong sound. but i hate that guy who keeps selling his ideas even more. thats why it spoilt this song. but i cant find the full version of it on the mv. whats nice is the lyrics and the tune though.


anyway heres my first *few* attempts at photoshop which marcus didnt agree with saying snatch attention from her face... -.-"



from --> photo credits jh from some random web + felix screenshots.




+




=



yes the colouring makes it look very unnatural, but o wells this just beta version. wait i improve it again...

108 步 外是爱你的我, 是不能说的秘密

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108步之外,是爱你的我,是不能说的秘密

a short post because of my usual procrastination before my usual frantic mugging.

i found this blog in a quest to beat jh in his imba googling skills

http://candyfox.blog.sohu.com/57769813.html

from some quotes very interesting...

like the 1 above

"就连没有出镜的方文山,名字也被写在了教室的黑板上充当值日生"

omg wtf didnt realize!!

"斗琴的部分很精彩,四手联弹的部分很浪漫,但最让人感觉肉麻的是小雨问道:你很喜欢一只手弹琴哦!小伦回答:是啊,因为另一只可以牵你的手啊"

the roxxors scene =D

teehee, if ure good in html, you'll see something very familiar in the code of that above picture... wakakakkak

不管我们会不会再相见,不管你还记不记得我,我都要告诉你一个秘密:我爱你

with regards to the =p dp gang lol. im making some adjustments so the reso and pic looks nicer! look out for it...

and yes... im in the process of making a new skin... ok not me.. lol... and this new 1 shall have history + blog title.

and yes... this blog is finally ff frenly... just the words look screwed

Thursday, August 9, 2007

yes yes i know, im blogging at a time where national day parade show hasnt ended! *horrors!

no, that doesnt mean im not patriotic. ok. fine i admit im happy for nday this year mostly because of this holdays.

but thats not the point as a sign of patriotism, here are some random sg -related pics!
















our lovely sg flag!




my lovely pw! ok i know the pic looks familiar. but no prizes from guessing where the image is from...


i guess thats about all. with regards to ndp im sure all will agree they have been coming up with nearly-impossible-to-sing-along sing-along songs. paradoxical irony. lol. and the opera women wailing wont help either...


random note, to service the fantasies of marcus / yiding or whoever, who likes the =p scene, no life me began screenshooting on youtube... took me less than a minute . lol


--->

in my humble opinion. the 2nd pic seriously looks nicer.


and anyways heres the youtube link to relive your fantasies...



on a sidenote i quite regretted watching secret... not because its a bad movie but i keep thinking of...

这是一个不能说的秘密。=p

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

my heart/mind doctor told me today: everybody wishes for success to equate to effort. but in this imperfect world we live in, we know this is impossible.

yes. very true.

anyway thats just a rofl preamble, so because i went for my checkup i didnt go sch! but that doesnt mean im not patriotic...

anyway so after jh decided to play magic in sch and me fearing public outcry if i went to sch, went to meet up with marcus and gang at plaza sing for lunch. and spotted calvin! doin sth

anyway. my fav indonesian food stall was like 1/2 hr Q long and since the rest had already eaten i settled on fish soup. which was soso. tempted to buy kahml's temple but decided to wait.

then went to watch the best movie i have seen in my life, or 2nd best (best being the spidey series) its even a notch above oceans 13! i have always had a fondness for intellectual stimulating/ artsy films that give you some sense of realization at the end. unlike the slash and hack and burn films like transformer. which caused me to sleep during the fighting scenes. lol. thats retarded i know.

anyway the movie is .... 不能说的秘密 aka Secret.

SPOILERS DO NOT READ

actually i don't really feel like spoiling much, just that the ending is well ok. i was grippy when i found out her nonexistance and would be rather pissed if she were a ghost. turns out shes a time traveller. and was rather excited when the huge metal ball was going to smash into jay when he going back in time. so didnt really realize the girl didnt know him back then. but still quite happy with the ending and the lol class photo.

i think the father died of heart attack.

and the front parts were funny, then the twist then the grippy sad climax and ending. leaving all of us in lincoln's words "gan dong"

in jia han's words "makes you want to find a girlfriend". yes admittedly, it made me think of 初恋... bahhhh the squirmy queasy feeling that gives unlimited euphoria.............................

and the ending

well is a sense that if they were made for each other, then it wouldnt matter if he went back in time and she didnt know him. cause they would love each other anyway. and i think the fact that they were standing next to each other in the class photo probably gave it away...

end of spoilers

yes so made me reflect alot on what i did. good or bad, i hope it made an impact on your life. so now, at least thats what i try to tell myself, taht i believe in fatalism or fate. =/ if it were meant to be, it were meant to be.

xiao yu told this to jay : that women is Chopin's most beloved women
Jay: but they broke up after 10 years
Xiao Yu: neng gou xiang ai, shi nian jiu gou le.

then in an abrupt link to emma watson, i guess im quite dissapointed she has a boyfriend. lol. thats stupid but anyway im still her fan! even though shes more flagrant than daneil radcliffe, by wanting to buy some painting for over 100k pounds.... =/

i still dont understand marcus obsession with the =p scene. lol.

"这是一个不能说的秘密。”
i initially wanted to end with another quote but i forgot it something abt chu lian dao lao. pls enlighten me...

theres another quite nice quote when xiao yu asked jay why he like to play with one hand. then he reply: so that i can hold your hand in the other. =D

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

ok while waiting for some dota kakees to come along i decided to do this short post.

on magic:


http://forums.mtgsalvation.com/showthread.php?t=82622

^ official BEST known info on lorwyn. im prolly getting the 2nd -4th deck whichever nicer. or if sunburst is really as zai as jh proclaims maybe i'll get that.

on blogging:

i explored quite a bit on our sch's blogosphere these few days and realized how unlikely my blogs gonna succeed in the commercial world.

victor's blog sad to say but the painful truth is that well, his language isnt that interesting, some posts are interesting but his strength lies in his excitingly wonderful artsy + scouts life.

jieyang's blogging style is very nice. damn humourous, like himself. i wish i had this kind of gift to blog humourousl lol. my posts dont have that subtle hahaha "feel" in it.

and this fella called xiao tian whom i naioed during pw for creating another npcc-esque website for pw is actually this imba computer nerd, owns his own domain and created shitloads of scripts... *overwhelmed.

gg...

ah wells looking ahead :

can look forward to a new template as soon as i do it/ get my sis to do it =p the latter is more likely.

but before it changes i'll prolly get round to making this blog ff frenly. i hope.

already changed :
new song! bleach fans will like it. i hope. dai dai by far my most fav bleach song agter rolling star and alones. or before. lol.

no sign of anyone going back to pri sch tml. not that theres any significance in that anymore.

onlife: wahhh philosophical... no matter how i try, i cant make my face a vaizard to my heart...yes it still aches...
false face shall hide what false heart doth knows.

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a short post. will update soon.

for all u magic huppies


Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.


Monday, August 6, 2007

a short post of slacking. before i begin my wonderful journey with macbeth

today other than barrage of tests. well actually only one. theres a short humourous scene whereby a certain THIN person starts "ROARING" at a group of students

to kum fai

"wah tohshiba give this kind of standard..."

to kaiye

"I know why already, cause toshiba build factory in thailand"

to kuoxing

"and you must be vietnam"

to bjorn eons ago

"akira give very no QUALITY work"

i wish i could post videos, but i would incurr the wrath of some ppl. lol but the scene dam humourous....

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

contrary to popular belief, i think my aim is not to milk the best thing out of the sec1s. i wished what i said is taken as a joke. lol.

so that a meaningful and less-strings attached present would be given instead.

taking yet another short break from writing out all the stuff for hist =/

from the http://web.tickle.com/tests/destiny test lol.

im a provider. dats even more lol.

Along these lines, be careful not to blame yourself when things go wrong. You cannot prevent bad things from happening, even though your tendency to be orderly with a strong sense of right and wrong may lead you to believe you can. Accept that you do what you can to take care of things and that this will get you far in the world. << now i think thats good advice.

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DUN GET IT. ZOMG. DATS LIKE A FRIKING 25 BUCKS PER PERSON. ITS ALL A JOKE. DUN GET IT.

get some random pasar malam tshirt or some booster or sth. lol.

sian short post after spending 1/2hr procrastinating. only to realize to my utmost horror and terror(wrong word but just for rhyming purposes) that the chance of a P*P for P*P has dropped drastically to nil. the cheapest by far which is a modded bundle cost a shocking 382!!! for 292 sets modded has virtually nothing except the console.

zomg. the dreams are dashed.----------------------

inalienable
adjective
1.
incapable of being repudiated or transferred to another; "endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights" [ant: alienable]
2.
not subject to forfeiture; "an unforfeitable right" [syn: unforfeitable]

as for psp. well i think u checked the wrong 1 lol. firstly must check whether can play the "rush in hokkien" games. after that must see what type you buy. what version you buy. then see whether the thing comes along with memory stick or games. lol.

even if 280 wihch is unlikely its 60 more x 3 = 180 / 42 = bucks more! tada! my estimation of 20 bucks / 21 bucks

Saturday, August 4, 2007

!hectic lifestyle.

after my barrage of test this week, with infinitismal procrastination on friday, i have to resume mugging soon to tackle the next wave of test next week. 3 in 2 days -.-"

so last week passed by like a breeze again with all the late night muggings.
and the eversleepy assemblies.

and friday, the last training with my sec1s. hinted with a shining optimism for my campaign P*P for P*P. not a bad campaign eh. 17 bucks per person. i hope no1 kps.

magic really sian now. everyone seems to walk around with this huge stack of spare cards to sell.
to jh : i cant believe our friendship is only worth 4 cards for 1buck
to linky: i cant believe or friendship is only worth 5 cards for 1 buck.

lol...

reds weakness is its inability to deal with enchantments. i hope black can solve it. bahhh.

i realized my blog has alot of anon readers . cause my counter only counts unique visotrs wihch reset after a day. maybe i should try get into blogging for money after my exams. to supplment my magic buying crave.

lol.

for my P*P for P*P.
1 of them is an S. from my sec1s. hopefully.
and i realized i'll get 1 from the new sec1 ncos. and another from log department.
from log hopefully it has some significant meaning to it. like what we gave to cc last time. lol. else if ure lazy, something materialistic will do as well.
from the rest something materialistic will do. say... a box of boosters. wakakaka.

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

short post before i start my marathon. anyways i realized that a lot of ppl are reading this, well not alot but more than i expected and i should prolly stop posting crap. bah.

did qn 6 today a cold topic for some reason and no 1 else i know of did it.

off to do phy !

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Monday, July 30, 2007

regardless of what i say, or what i delude myself, its over.



its like the saying, shi qu le cai dong de zhen xi, for the past 3 months i have been living like a ghost. i weigh at a shocking 47kg . thats like lighter than andy who looks more of a bamboo stick than me, lighter than sid, who looks more like a bamboo stick than me. anyway its unbelievable how much wieght i have lost. so i go into semi-binging mode eating fast food more frequently =/
yes i kid you not. and now i kid myself not and let this be my resolve not to remind myself of it again. i'll change the blog song soon, since it reminds me of it as well.

prolly luoyeguigen! one of my fav songs as for now. bah off to mug den sleep.

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monday's are always the most tiring day for me.

firstly after a weekend of slacking i findmyself waking up at 6am feeling daaaamn tired.

then i slog off to sch which for today had an astronomical amount of annoncements.

then came along p.e where we got to see this kp hip hop dancer teacher. with a few monkeys namely yuming doing some very lame moves -.-" then zx keep echoing the music "i do... i do..." the music is overall very stupid sounding and even insults himself (assuming his black) keep shouting nigga!

the rest of the day flew by as usual. with the exceptionally long hp afternoon lessons. in which a mock hist test i managed to smoke through again.

for inflation i actually wrote, this meant that more money would be available for more people
-.-" damn retarded...

i guess thats all for today.


anymore thinking and i really have to adopt yusheng's method of hanging upside down...
and no. the music isn't coincidental...

Sunday, July 29, 2007

this time i have really done the deed!

anyways today flew by like any other day, with the usual mugging + slacking combi.

pm lee came along my market for some radin mas community bonding thing.
she came along my petrol kiosk for some recyling thingy

but the caveman i am was holed up in my cave so i didnt go out to see.

but///
went to thiong to use off my popular coupons to get some books.bought a booster. soon bian =D but got okok cards. have serra's embrace! but i don't play white. time stop! but i dun play blue
-.-"

ah wells.

at least now i know you read this. =D and it gives me hope.
but i know nows not the time. i time my things well.
whahaha.

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

didn't blog these few days cause of barrage of tests. which will continue and stretch on even till the end of national day holidays. but somehow i never ever blog about tests. and today wont be an exception either =D

the past few days flew by quickly enough with mugging and stressing out. np was ok i guess. second last training with the sec1s + no pms. theres a slight chance of a psp for pop. or it might just have been said out of pure fun. anyway 3 psps works out to only 20 per person so i guess its ok =/ sry quek u already got 1 so u have sth else. lol. thats the best case scenario. im just dreaming. perhaps im overly critical of licky. its the bad blood i have with past lickers =/ sorry. you ain't that bad, its just your nature perhaps. but youre still a licky.

i finally finished harry potter! and i told myself i would run a poll on whos your favourite harry potter character!

mine obviously has got to be hermione. although the character is abit haughty at times but i guess the actress affected alot of my choice. =D anyway snapes popularity is also because of the zai actor, but perhaps snape has evolved to become one of the top favourite characters after the last book since hes a hero now.




i wanted to hide my favourite character initially, but i guess its no hidden secret =p for those whose favs are not here don't fret! click others and i'll add on or sth

anyway on to spoilers < its been 1 week so i don;t bother putting disclaimers

i think the book is by far one of my favourite. her writing is gd since it always reveals everything and ties up all the endings. (i refuse to use loose ends) i didnt know who victorie is though but after wikiing found it is fleur's daughter. quite obvious really.

anyway i think hermione and ron should have more creativity in their names. at least albus severus potter is cool.

the death of voldy also rather roflish.

heard shes writing a 8th book about all the random things. i hope its not the last of the series. seriously i hope she lies again like she did with the 7th book being the last. im quite sad the series has ended.

k. end of spoilers.

about magic. im moving towards red now. decided on unraveling and kahml's temper although charge of boros is a gd choice as well. so im rather stuck.

bah and i cant get these thoughts out of my head will all these ppl walking in doubles.
im so pathetic im so wimpish.

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

perhaps its cause im sitting next to victor, someone who blogs for a living, that pointed out to me somethings about blogging. (ok not for living, but for extra cash)

firstly, with some common sense a blog needs to have some flashy pics and since my razr is like a 1000 years old and auto switches itself off when when i clam it abit too hard and obviously is surviving with only a vga cam, theres near to zero, ok wait. ZERO chance to get flashy pics since im not exactly a camera fanatic.

second, no pics then have intersting fodder! and so i shall today.

3Bs

in due time, we will realize the overt commodity of Bs in sch and in society.

what are bs? B stands for bootlick! (predominantly)

a very gd example lies in my class, a species known as lickers evolved from lickingtungs at lvl 100 and assumed a human shape. they have second ep3s from 1.30 - 2.30 when the Room is open to one and all.

a short chat with random ppl revealed that yes, bootlicking exist even in the realm of educators as well. a short scandal regarding a certain educator who coped some test qns from neighbourhood sch and resulted in another green-eyed one who ratted on this coper, (in a bid to scale up the ladder perhaps?) has led to soured r/ships in the office. lol. ok maybe this not bootlick, but more predominantly backstab, which coincidentally comes hand in hand with licking for some reason.

and this coper supposedly has like less than 5 friends in the staff room and even a certain dear ****** who likes to send email at 12am labelling ppl as lack of sch values (responsibility< which i checked does not seem to be in the sch value) has commented that this coper dresses like a curtain.

lol. and even in np. licking is rampant. however, licking was not exposed until a short ugly time frame during sec3s when ppl were empowered that some began to show true colours in order to climb the top and stabbed a few on their way. gd example is LICKY! who climbed recently and does not bat an eyelid when stabbing / licking.

yes inadvertedly, licking + stabbing leads to a sense of betrayal, a feeling not unfamiliar to me. the classroom scandals/licking has not affected me as much as np partly because the only thing bad that came out of the lickers was a suprise bonus chem test but np's case was a strong sense of betrayal. *obi wan appears "i thought you were my brother ... " before getting stabbed by vader.

ok enough randoming, the above commentary was based on a parallel universe (like magic's time spirals) . fictional universe fyi contains fictional characters who do not exist but yet bore an uncanny resemblance to some who live amonsgt us. you have been warned and hope those who feel like they have been guilty of the fictional behaviour not feel offended =/

lol today was okok i guess, and i gtg mug liao. =/

haven finished hp yet but shall resist the temptation till friday!

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

im taking a break from my hw piaing craze.

and yes, im freaking slow on the hp craze only like 260+ cause of my astronomical amount of homework. -.-"

till now, im left with the last vestiges of touching up my hrp, doing debate -.-" , bio spa 3 as well as hist essay. then its hp again!!!

i seriously not gonna talk to whoever that spoils hp for me tml forever.

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

i deleted my posts for fear of damnation "destroys all monster on the field"

lol. bah. u can screw around all you can. im just going to hold on to my seat for 4 more weeks.

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Friday, July 20, 2007

im blogging after like 1/2 hour of procrastination.

today the usual friday - np yay! actually npcc is good its just the things i do there now and the consequences and danger i face there are not good. lol.

tuition was okok i guess. talked crap as usual.

some people have feedbacked that the music on my blog is not well... good.
lol.

"music is one of the worst thing to put on blogs" cause you get a shitty feeling when u isten to a song halfway
& "imeem sucks"

lol to which i agree to the second and to which i got a solution to both comments. imeem lets you play only 30secs! the nicest parts are played so you skip all the shitty parts!

lol.

random.

magic today was ok i guess. 4: 2 against linky , my deck certainly improved. although he insisted 4: 4 cause i lost twice the other day (pre mod)

i read a few interesting strats i never taught of before and a viable boost to my deck is to simply get another rebirth! lol and 2 more putrefys!

so attahced are the list of cards im currently looking for now in no order of preference

scryb ranger yavimaya dryadllanowar mentorvigor mortisdelirium skeins <<< contact me if you have!

i recently got hooked back on mr brown ad xiaxue and the stevenlim post is hilarious you all should go see
>>Youtube text link<< damn funny and wtf is up with stevenlim modelling agency page its totally rofl... i cant believe he actually thinks he is gonna milk some money out of this.

DEATHLY HALLOWS IN LESS THAN 6 HOURS!!!

i thought by not smsing i would not remind myself of you.
but i did anyway. more as a friend then as a bugger.
ah wells. =/

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

lol this whole week i have been ponning almsot every single lesson. only have 1 full day which is coincidentally the shortest day. == Wednesday. + tomorrow's Friday that makes 2 i guess.

lol. really need to mug but procrastination keeps overriding my will. =/ this is a fine example of procrastination.

ok. shall not procrastinate anymore.

yay! avril's song rocks! ok i know abit outdated =/ lol and imeem sucks i know but i cant find a place to upload mine =/

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you


i hope i have forgotten you.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

another boring day.

i'm so dead lah. i feel extremely guilty when i don't do my work. especially maths (just 1 page) and physics. and im like so dead for physics zzz gotta mug.

all short of physics ace pls go emb click b for k bots sabbat! =D already got linky me and quek click b liao. lol.

and chinese is worrying. from mian kao standard i become kns standard. ok i gotta go do my chinese =/ and srq and mug physics.

and like zomg i just realized 7th book coming out this week wtfxxors. no time to read =( guess i have to wait till n day then pia =D

on a random note, magic today got me 2 : 3 against zy's deck.

lalala.

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

didn't go to school today because of gym marshall. which, in my opinion is a high waste of time.

in the morning, scrambled into the gym and split into shifts. me xiao ben, sam and sid 2nd shift (yi ding as well but he mugging for chem) so we went off in search of the "macs near the hdb) which to our horror was closed down and hence we took the uber long way to j8. =(

o wells, at least had a decent meal ( 2bucks macs ) and 3 duels which with my improved 2 + 1 deck scored 2: 1 against sid. better then 0: 2 last time anyways. a vast improvement.

then ran a little late. and carried on with the shifts and all. then lunch was a little hasty cause gotta run all the way back to the stadium to pass sid my hrp and hw to submit to teachers. then at j8 i saw the much coveted SLIVERS EVOLUTION! zomg! but i overcame the greed in me and remembered what lee said " fu mu zuan qian hen xin ku" then decided to get it from ebay instead. (with some help). lol. decided not to be a wasteful jh who splurged on 3 decks.

then some random events happened during marshall, including:
cjc guy getting 4.8 / 10 for his parallel bar or whatever segment. come up kp me ( who happenened to be guarding the gate). then comes along his friend who happened to leave behind his leotard or seomthing and somehow i didnt think he was telling the truth so i didnt let him go. he started muttering the f's then his friends came along shove their leotards in my face and say competitor followed by a string of f expletives then pushed their way through. poor me ><

then a while later this cjc guy ( from same grp) comes along shoving his tag into my face this time saying see got tag ar and kept it there for like 5 minutes (exxagerration but you get the point) then rudely stormed his way.

another random event , random mother comes along and asks to go meet her child, as we were ordered not to allow random ppl in i said no. then like 1/2 hr later she ocmes along say "wo de hai zi shou shang wo xiang qu an wei ta" being the holy saint i am i decided to let her go. then i spotted her comfortably sitting amongst other scamming parents. sian tio scam. or maybe her child was really injured. i dunno.

then this whellington or bellington or some random neighbourhood sch fellas comes up one of them a I comes along and say hello mr police. i get taht kind of shit alot and i mostly roll my eyes and dao them. which i did. then this same random sch guys come along i didnt know they helping out as well didnt let them in then they say i helper la. then i say o. ok and let them in then he naio me say eh btw you supposed to wear boots. felt belittled -.-" like im a nub or sth. o wells.

on a side note, i wanted to coment how bad some education are but after observation im in no position to ocmment. while some neighbourhood ppl can take for granted im opening the door for them, others said thank you. unfortunately, some mof our sch's ppl also like taht so i feel ashamed to document it =( lol. sounded elitist o wells.

anyway hc gym is really good, i think only rjc and ri can come close the rest don't bother looking.

o ya yi ding heard this niao hcjc fella asking some random ri passer by "eh your sch get what? 2nd or 3rd" . lol.

and saw this on chnl 8 drama 7 oclock. time is the best medicene. yes it might be difficult but the pain will get lesser each day. Today's pain is significantly lesser then yesterday's. and tomorrow's will be even lesser.

guess it applies to me...

random quiz from quek

Your Personality is Somewhat Common (ISFJ)

Your personality type is stubborn, conservative, trustworthy, and caring.

About 13% of all people have your personality, including 18% of all women and 7% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Judging.


totally rofl. maybe thats the true side. or maybe thats the fake side. or maybe i have jsut changed. or maybe you changed me. =/

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Monday, July 16, 2007

im frigging tired because of hrp. and it isnt as good as i expected it to turn out to be (as always) but hopes it turns out well in the end.

RHD today was total crap. so many ppl pon i could spend my time better by magicing. zzz. anyways the "nigger" movie was quite nice. and sad. but i rather siam when it was breaktime. to my horror, suppossedly the canteen was closed den forced to buy the erm not so ethnic ethnic food ><. ok shant elaborate.

then the multicultralism talk which was okok despite the humourous presenter i still fell asleep ><. zzz ok enough of that.

then theres the ultra entertaining mr brown. certainly the most entertaining talk i have ever been to. i mean for a talk where i cant see the presenter like 3/4 of the time, and yet i still pick my ears up high to listen, then it must be damn good.

then theres the interviewy thingy which i shan;t elaborate as well =/ lotsa stabbing =( mostly me and kum being stabbed.

im too tired to do anything but must mug!

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

more spoilers

feeling random and just rmbed dumbledore is actually from hidden village of mist unlike what others claim him to be (sandaime) lol this is because he knows suiton! suiryudan no jutsu and water prison no jutsu. ah and he knows abit of katon as well =D

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friday nothing much as usual. Friday Trainings today's cape so as promised I really did stone. But not before i got to frantically stand in the terraces looking for some stupid buggers who don't read their emb properly. Wasted quite alot of time. Then stoned in the room before doing some not so advisable stuff which i shall not elaborate. Concluded that I bought the wrong deck, rebirth is really vulnerable to mass spawnings and artifects. =(

Then during tuition, somehow felt extremely sianned cause i didnt do that well for the worksheet, partly cause i very tired and practically tried to stay awake and partly cause i noob =(. must improve! so i acted very weirdly by making some loud exclamations here and there and irritated a few classmates ( whom i dun even know ) lol.

ok after a short pause because of ashort mullling session with zy about my lousy rebirth theme.

lets move on to sat

which i woke up dam early just to watch harry potter. which was a let down if u ask me

***** SKIP THIS IF YOU WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER AND NOT BE SPOILT*******


1stly, not enough EMMA! =(( which made me rather upset. ok thats not a major factor but a significant one1.

2ndly cho change is frikingly overrated. <<< READ OVERRATED. (zzz my post after this got deleted) aniways just want to add that shes one of the only asians in the show prolly thats y theres a big fuss over her. she looks very neighbourhoodish to me leh =/

and the kissing part was lame. aniways hermione is better off with Ron in the show. but in the book im ok with R/Hr or H/Hr.

3rd, jumbled parts make it not very un hp fan frenly.

on a random note, some sutpid ah lians were screaming when harry kissed cho -.-"

**** end of spoilers*****************************************************************


ok now back to magic, i know rebirth theme is a very lame and sian theme -.-" so im at a crossroad and need some advice, should i get a sliver evolution deck? or a golgorian ( dreding) deck to fuse with my deck , or hum around for new block (around october) to come?

zzz




confused.





it seems like just yesterday you were a part of me...




im feeling generous so i'll share my premium collection of latest emma pics. of course i save the best for myself(in my dp) lol.! all handpicked by me.






Thursday, July 12, 2007

at the risk of my life and limb i boldly smsed tancw to ask if got training tml. then he say its ep3 day so gtg help testers. ie. stone.

o wells. i wanted to msn but need to unblock. on 2nd thought, emma too chio for anyone else to see liao. so i decided not to. lol =D

bah training tml. suxxors. prolly more of magicing and hwing though =D

i think i bought the wrong deck. its too advanced compared to more simplistic deck. o well . just live with it and improe i guess. made a few more mods.

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

wednesdays suck. for term 1 and 2. term 3 supposedly no np but due to some kps here and there then got.

which brings me to my main topic.

i recently concluded sec 1s are totally retarded and have zer0 common sense. theres like a few columns of particulars to check and sign. then theres another comment column where they supposed to write like "birthday changed" and such. then theres a few camps of retards. who simply write there birthday changed without saying what changed.
i mean like wtf? damn common sense right? even i sec 1 that time also know. then theres a bunch of other super zero cmmon sense things they did which i forgotten.

SPOILERS***************** DUN READ IF U WANT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS****************************************************************

then about yesterday, i reazlied forgot to add that transformers is a commentary of sorts. when theres a threat from a hacker, they say only north korea, china and india can the capability to be a threat. then when theres a war in pakistan (?) i think, this american guy comes along and calls the operator (in pakistan?) or India and ask to transfer line. Then this telephone operator speaks in this (* censored for fear of kps) accent and keeps demanding that the caller must have a CASHCARD if not cannot transfer line. lke rofl... then when he dug out a card from the pocket of a comerade whose like shooting this gigantic scorpion transformer the operator says "do you want this golden classic premium plan with this this this.." dam funny la lol. damn niao. then at the end when running credits , they interview this family then they ask "if theres a alien attack on earth what do you think the us government would do?" then they reply "if theres an attack being the free, democratic ocuntry we are the government will SURELY tell us to duck and hide under our tables". to which the govt actually hid the secret for like 70 years. rofl. the irony...

************************************************************************END OF SPOILERS ***********************************************************************

yesterday night.
"i dun feel zai when I'm with you"
those spiteful words was like my spikeful fruit card.
that spiked and ruptured everysingle atery and vein of my heart.
its ruptured now.

its all my fault to blame really.
its all the stupid things i have done. which cannot be erased nor forgotten
so i'll never be forgiven

theres not even a single tinge of hope now. its all poof when someone else was there. yes you won.

and the stupid thing is everything on the hroscope is so friking true. and yesterday alot of ppl kp yes 9.33 about breaking. it got me more depressed. zzz.

ah well. no choice have to accept and move on.

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

impressions once made, never fade.
memories once forged, never forgotten,
mistakes once made, never fade.

time may heal all wounds.
but the ones that take the longest are those of the heart.

>< gosh im feeling a severe case of inferiority complex to this i-dunno-who freako. and its really vapourizing my hope.

also. i really regretted my actions of the past. its sad. really.

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PW in the morning, felt extremely nervous before presentation and lao sai-ed . rofl. stressed by project. after a few amateurish sec3 presentations, it still didnt help. esp when xiao yao found out forgot to bring some cards!!! lucky go lib pritn. but wasted my effort of doing it.
overall presentation was rushed but ok. i think judges can see how much we have done (compared to others) as well as sec 4 effect (presenting earlier so that in comparison to sec 3s) . lol. so only a few qns were asked. should be ok i guess. =D

then after that went out to ke ai ji alogn with linky & marcus. ah well. the trip there was filled with gory discussions which is mainly linky's propaganda of inviting others into his "camp"/"cult"/"clan". so didnt really enjoy the food. somemore got sorethroat.

then theres the trip to serne where i hastily bought rebrith deck. okok la i guess.
then theres the half match with jh with me getting pwnd (1st time pls forgive). then thrers the rushing to cathay, hum, and watch transformers. dun rlei like spoilers so shant give much cept that i fell asleep when bumblebee got ripped. and some parts where there were lots of planes transforming. i think newspaper review was right. focused too much on humans and the transformers not given much screen time. very messy hence boring just lots of explosions. the original transformer appeal is gone =/ the cast is ok i guess. yes megan fox is quite nice sometimes esp with her myraid of hairstyles. but emma still pwns!







Monday, July 9, 2007

don't judge me for who I was.
see me as who i will be.

please don't go anymore.

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lol short post to take a break from pw. everythign almost done now. just hope it improves aesthetically. thats all we need. good luck to all doing projects. may you all get a* (including me lol).




on a side note. heres proof that im a fan of emma! =D before all you buggers watch ootp then exclaim how chio she is. shes mine! i already coped first!.




lol.


lovely emma watson! ~


Sunday, July 8, 2007

Err, long time no blog, partly due to to many things I have to do these few days. Much to Sidney's dismay and horror, this blog is mainly used for daily rantings =/

So for Friday...

Can't really remember much about school classes, its just the usual stress + looking forward to weekend. Played a few games with my deck before NP starts. Thats when everything starts screwing.

Initially Sec1s were expected to fall in by like 2.00 so uniform check can be done by 220 for photo taking. After much confusion between which concourse to go (salt and kah kee) which in the end was salt, turns out that ee had some project, marcus do hw -.-" left me to do u check which is like zomgwtfbbq. so got a bit pissed then suddenly lokelf turned up no photo taken yet. then muster parade which i was quite worried cause my boots weren't polished. zzz then i was like standing right in front. ok you wern't supposed to see that. then after muster parade immediately sms to ask him for photograph while i ran to room to do sth baout my boots. then suddenly after he came he asked for a stupid box of stupid buttons. In which with my hands full with sec1s and photographs I couldnt bunshin, spent some time looking, with help from others but could not find. Because of psychological scars with certain thiefys i said the box was stolen which would become my bane in 1/2 hr to come. Then 1/2hr later kp came. (matter since resolved) lol seems un - understandable. but nvm.

then theres the part where i was rather kp and kped the sec1s then decided not to halfway cause its like unfair cruelty treatment and hence left the rest to kp. well thats about all for np.

then went down to fu lu shou with a ride from yiding's father then had some supposedly famous nasilemak which was ok i guess. had a thirst for lime juice then ordered one when he took out the syrup bottle i was like wtf! i wanted fresh 1. didnt want a repeat of crappy lime juice syrup from vivo. then after taking a sip realized it tasted like fresh so its either a zai syrup or its fresh =/ then tuition met up with oon and adon and spotted huimin! zomg ppl do change =/ then in class realized that the rg xiner might be my pri sch classmate as well but didnt bother asking . lol felt rather tired and tried to keep myself awake.

END OF FRIDAY feeling rather sianzbed

SATURDAY!

more fun but woke up to a heavy downpour. maybe its some sign that 070707 earthday and the heavens is crying. =/ no green shirt so i took the greenest i could finmd (turqoise) looks green from far ok!

outside macdonalds after grabbing my breakfast spotted like 5 ppl trying to prevent their umbrellas from flying. thats how heavy the rain was. reached there neither early nor late for exco meeting. initially thought will get kp-ed but it ended ok i guess. thought he would hyper beam or sth.

then went off to bukit timah hawker centre to eat long time never go already then in support of earth day it was closed -.-" so went to btp (bukit timah plza) which the grp split to kfc and pizza heart due to financial reasons and spacial reasons. Then.. went off to lan with jasper, jh, ck, hj and ziyang! apsp tio blood seeker farmed too much both other team mates were early gamers intel while other team got 2 late gamers so it was rather sad we lost despite me getting highest score for like first time.

o wells then tio ps by jh and sid. went to taka for COSFEST 07~! with ziyang met up with sameul and his rather emo looking friend (whom was mistaken for a gothic cosplayer and was apporached by a girl to take photo with) turns out mm lee was going as well so had scurity checks like airport like that . lol. o well a picture says a thousand words i shall upload all of them now!

phots are as follows hard to sort cause too many aniways enjoy! higher quality ones are form oon's imba slr which he used to take many ah lians pics which i have filtered for the pleasurement of the general public. 2.0 megapixel 1s are from samuels handphone! at least his ah lians arnt =x


oon named them unholy trinity. but it includes coolio kikyou (called a miko) (from inuyashan) ugly naruto and erm rather cute yachiru which was rather (cam -whorish )

imo the kikyou is one of the most chio ppl there liao. and one of the best coustumes as well. yahciru of course. I haven nothing to say about the naruto. their display was .... the kisame had blue paint coming off and had enough "size" to play as chouji. the itachi was shorter then the sasuke and the kunai dropped on the floor with a thud. the rock lee was ok i guess... but no pics =/



one of the best ! ts sasuke (best coustime imo) i think she has sharingan contacts but cant see clearly with the yachiru doing a classic yachiru pose!


oon's fav pic. with obvious reasons. lol the girl on the right i asked her if she was anbu and she said no. LOL. got pwned. see the mask on her head? its also a mask for some jap performer. i bet she got pissed , i prolly was the 10th person who ask her if she was anbu. lol.


mm lee. didnt stay till his speech. taken by oon



some starwars pic oon took. rather realistic. but not jappish xD



kikyou! =D



peadophilic stormtrooper gaying with a kiddy xD


old man zangetsu~! nice sword. pwns kisame.



kikyou again! =D
oon : kikyou = kick you -.-"




coolio sasuke. girl of course cause guys rarely have the hair to make it.


coolio sasuke again =D





old man zangetsu with ichigo who does not have orange hair rofl.


ANBU! finaally a real 1! she was stopped by the security to inspect her bag lol. prolly cause of her face mask rofl.


yachiru!



ziyang with.hack// characters. samuel says they won last time at some toher cosfest. their coustumes one of the best la. but i not into hack so i dunno. =/






sasuke exchanging weapons with axel




same old yachiru pic





a lolita samuel took.



another same gay storm trooper lol. alot of camera man taking this scene.



samuel figures shes misa holding zangetsu. =/



ugly noob sasuke (taller then itachi) from the noob naruto team.
note: ts sasuke is from some other team (dunno where the rest are)




some rofl ah lian haruhi talking in twitish language which zy/oon/sam was interested in. arguably the better haruhi then the other team(whichi hav no photos)



inuyasha team with the lovely kikyou!





a rofl nazi oon interested in




more goth lolitas



quite cute eh.



this 1 i must mention. i dunno what anime but they started doing a mock lesbian kiss lol although the male character is supposed to be male the cosplayer is female la. didnt reallly kiss. just pose with the pole htingy blocking. i didnt have a pic of that.
ah wells. nice cosplay fest. next week still got at downtown east but doubt i have time to go. sadded didnt see any orochimaru with detachable tongue. coolio kakashi. also saw some nice tidus and yuna but didnt get the pic. a okok aizen and ultimate quicey stage ishida. no pics htough. aniway my specs looks morel ike ishida's then ishida cosplayer (who had rounded 1s -.-") yah. thats baout it. the kh team was gone by the time oon got here so didnt get much nice photos. they were a nice team as well. looking forward to the expo dec 1! =D till next time bye. lol long post.

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Saturday, July 7, 2007

drains the life out of me. im tired. blogging tml. bb have fun.

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Thursday, July 5, 2007

First post of my newly opened blog!

Blogging is not a new experience to me, I have blogged before, in a =/ *cringes* sort of twitish stupid childish manner =/ if you want, you may access it at http://vegnagunx.blogspot.com/.

Bah, its crap, don't read. Anyways the picture for that template is gone so it takes a bit of effort to randomly click and find the link to the posts =D.

Back to the blog, This blog is coded by my wonderful (much proer then me at CSS) sis who self taught herself through some shady adware filled css tutorial website as well as the kent cheong yellow book which I forgot what it's called. So, ya thanks.

The blog name origin is from ANBU which is a...

The ANBU (暗部, The ANBU
? literally "Dark Side", Viz manga "Black Ops", English TV "ANBU Black Ops") is actually short for Ansatsu Senjutsu Tokushu Butai (暗殺戦術特殊部隊, Ansatsu Senjutsu Tokushu Butai? literally Special Assassination and Tactical Squad). The name is a form of contraction, as in English acronyms like SWAT, where the two kanji used to abbreviate the group's full name constitute an actual word on their own. The ANBU wear porcelain animal masks in order to distinguish themselves from normal shinobi and to conceal their identities. They also have standard uniforms consisting of black and gray armor, arm guards, and a signature spiral tattoo on their arms. Certain ANBU wear black cowls over their standard uniforms, and squad leaders may wear white cowls.
ANBU protect the village from exceptional threats, conduct high-risk missions into enemy countries, and deal with extremely strong ninja. They are also responsible for carrying out assassinations and missions requiring specially trained ninja. Unique for most characters in Naruto, all ANBU carry
Ninjaken, which are usually strapped to their backs, and they all know the layout of the human body in detail. By using Temporary Paralysis Technique (金縛りの術, Kanashibari no Jutsu?, English TV "Paralysis Jutsu"), ANBU members can paralyze an opponent, leaving them open for attack. With Time Reversal Technique (時逆の術, Jigyaku no Jutsu?), an ANBU can put someone in a state of reverse hypnosis, allowing them to remember details that they otherwise would not.
ANBU is an organization that serves under the direct command of their
Kage. Kakashi Hatake was a former captain and Itachi Uchiha became an ANBU captain at age 13. Ibiki Morino, the proctor of the first Chunin exam, is the head of the Konoha ANBU Torture and Interrogation Squad (木ノ葉暗部拷問・尋問部隊, Konoha Anbu Gōmon/Jinmon Butai?). Zabuza Momochi and Raiga Kurosuki were once part of Kirigakure's ANBU.

rofl. wikied it. =/ aniways the mask is very cool. esp kakashis!


eh thats a deviant pic but the idea is there. and hime stands for princess in jap. double meaning for me i guess, since orihime is my favourite character in bleach ^^



and then theres another erm ahem anime called mai-hime which i don't really watch but its a rather nice anime. Then there are other hime related stuff =/ and the list goes on.

uh guess thats about it. gotta go back do my jiang work, PW, pack bag. fret about other stuff

*shall include links soon after i ifnish my stuff

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